Beat Down

Its a battle its a battle; let it not define your mood, or character.  Knowing the medical doctors report doesn't look good all ready I know that drinking juice, naked juice that with prayer things will get better.  I have never fought so hard in my entire life; I had a concussion and woe I thought it was game over this is like fighting 10 concussions all at one time.

The pain from cancer will kill you eventually if you "LET" it.  We must be more powerful, stronger, kill mentality it right out of our bodies.  Loosing all my money has taught me I can only improve and create something of excellence knowing how many times Edison failed two times around the sun isn't so bad.

 Please if you know someone who is fighting cancer pray for them, and tell them they are going to make it! YOU know a positive message goes a long way!!!! We will over come this illness WE will be Victors not Victims.  Pray daily constantly for pain to go away and rise above the tide to catch the wave on the way down from your bed in the morning. 

Getting up can be difficult and I have found that if I set my alarm for 421am, 645am and 9am I am ready to get out the door by 10am.  With two new positions starting and my company I'll be pretty busy but, it will be worth it.  Keep going Keep fighting the battle from within you will pull the energy from your soul to keep being the fule that keeps you from stopping.  Tonight, I could feel death in the face and, I said, "Oh no, I am dying" - only for a little while did I allow that thought attack to enter the course of my mind.  Keep Strong, Keep being the Champion and the Victor over your life and with the power and authority of Jesus Christ be Healed in the Name of Jesus!